Friday 5

Remorse

1. When did you last experience emailer’s remorse?
   Hmm. Not sure. Maybe this one: An auntie who lives in Germany came over last month and she met everyone in my late mother's big family but me and my Dad. And that's fine with us. Then, few days later a cousin told me that the auntie brought me a box of chocolate. I finally got that chocolate from my cousin, and I wrote a thank you email to my auntie, but up to now she sent me no response :) It's not a remorse actually, but disappointment on my side :)
2. When did you last experience diner’s remorse?
   I'd been always curious to try African lamb satay until one evening, I found it in the neighborhood. It wasn't as great as many people told me, but maybe they had it from other restaurants.
3. 

   The Twilight Saga: New Moon
   When did you last experience movie-goer’s remorse?
   I know there are a lot of fans, so I'd like to apologize if it hurts some of you. I found that "New Moon" isn't that really good. It's kinda boring to me. Well, maybe I'm just not into the series, and I went to watch it because of my friends. Edward Cullen is more like a fairy than a vampire, don't you think? His face is sparking and he lives in a forest. No offense.
4. When did you last experience caring friend’s remorse?
   Maybe it's not my remorse, but one of my best friends. He's been criticizing about my looks, about my fashion style, and he keeps asking me to be more feminine. I always tell him that I can never change because I don't want to. This is me, and I am comfortable with the way I dress up myself. I don't care what other people think of me, as long as I am happy and I don't do bad things to other people. You see, I love my friends and I am thankful that they care for me, but let me be the one who decides what I want in life, what I want for myself.
5. When did you last experience lover’s remorse?
   I found the love of my life again after 12 years. You can guess how I did find him. Yep. Facebook. I was so happy and I even shed joyful tears when I finally found him on-line. He seemed sweet the first weeks we found each other again, but maybe it's just a temporary euphoria since few weeks later, he totally changed. He ignores me. I am sad, but anyway I am glad that he's doing well in his life.
6. When did you last experience function-attender’s remorse?
   An old friend of mine held a birthday party back in May, and everyone was invited but me. I wondered why, but then a friend told me that the reason why I was blacklisted is actually because of my ex who attended his house warming party in February when he was in the country, and he was being an asshole there. He's so much hated by everyone, even by the strangers since then, and they're all so traumatized, they are now also "scared" to invite me. Hehe. It's kinda childish, I guess - but I am fine with that.

Whew. Seems like I have had too many major remorse in life, haven't I? :)